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Post by Jane on Oct 28, 2005 16:20:34 GMT 8
to bubblegun7 and chillicandy..i can only exalt u two in one or two hours later..wat a rule..sorry..but i'll exalt u.. thx agentpink..anyway didnt mean to be rude just noow ! ahaha...i guess u wont mind rite...thx !
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Post by agentpink on Oct 28, 2005 16:21:38 GMT 8
nope..i dun mind...i guess frenz we noe on9 can b better than frenz we really noe in life..but some frenz can b good..ah i am crapping again...
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Post by daniellover on Oct 28, 2005 16:28:42 GMT 8
hahahha...one ting i never regret...i gain great on9 frens....all from the idols tat i love...hahaha...so fun...muz make more fren...now we so close d...all coz of DANIEL...hahaha
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Post by foreverdaniel on Oct 28, 2005 17:31:29 GMT 8
Hmmm~~Regret..?? I ReGrEt Not TellIng Him I Love 'HIM' earlier..?? Just another Love prob..and its all too late....too late to do anyting more..just forget 'Him'
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Post by agentpink on Oct 28, 2005 17:39:14 GMT 8
Hmmm~~Regret..?? I ReGrEt Not TellIng Him I Love 'HIM' earlier..?? Just another Love prob..and its all too late....too late to do anyting more..just forget 'Him' u'll meet a lot of other 'him' in this world..dun worry ok??mayb he is juz not meant to b urz??
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Post by foreverdaniel on Oct 28, 2005 23:42:37 GMT 8
Yeah..maybe i find another 'HIM'...ahah..wun wait anymore..it hurtz..
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Post by ayumi on Oct 29, 2005 1:16:14 GMT 8
wah...life is difficult huh?...so many problems here n there.. are frens really really dat important...or we juz need dem to accompany us.. friends...7 alphabets in a word..it brings da best out of us..n da worst out of us we could c our loyalty to frens..n bertrayal to frens through out own behaviour towards dem.. no matter wat..i lurve all my frens...dey mean a lot.. even if they did sumthing wrong..i would still lurve dem..cause dey r still my fren
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Post by agentpink on Oct 29, 2005 21:02:24 GMT 8
wah...life is difficult huh?...so many problems here n there.. are frens really really dat important...or we juz need dem to accompany us.. friends...7 alphabets in a word..it brings da best out of us..n da worst out of us we could c our loyalty to frens..n bertrayal to frens through out own behaviour towards dem.. no matter wat..i lurve all my frens...dey mean a lot.. even if they did sumthing wrong..i would still lurve dem..cause dey r still my fren yea...i have dis group of frenz...tha^emortalz..we call ourselves..although at times i have prob wif them,whenever we start talking...we will 4get all misunderstanding..until we go home n remember all those things they did to us....i dunno y lidat oso..heheh..but it'll over...soon everything will back to normal...so tired la alwiz quarrel...better concentrate on studies..instead of quarrelling...
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Post by Maxine on Nov 3, 2005 11:24:23 GMT 8
when i was standard 3, my schoolbus uncle organized a langkawi trip for students and family, at that time, i think for whole family, cost roughly 300++ and i heard bout this from uncle and i begged my parents to bring me to langkawi, my dad said no money that time (300 was quite a big value that time) i cried and begged and mad at my dad ... said him not sayang me enough etc ... and my dad has got no choice but to bring the whole family there ... even though this is just a simple story, but i seriously feel like telling my dad "sorry" i was having so nuisance and bad ... sorry~ but din manage to tell him sorry till now cause very embarassing ... but i love him ... he is the greatest man in the world ... he supported my decisions all this while and he trusted my ability, he never questioned what am i up to, and provided me the best education ... thanks a lot ... and i knew u re the one who kiss me every morning when i am still sleeping ... i just pretend that i dunno ... but thanks pa~ childhood regrets...im not aunty or uncle yet, im juz 17, but there is sth i really regret... when i was 10, my daddy had cancer...n he went to a hospital in singapore...accompanied by my mum.. then 1 day, mummy phone bac n tell me n my brother to come to singapore becoz daddy wants to c us... n i said i dun want to becoz im having this test at school... (dat time my father's cancer was becoming really serious, but i didnt actually know how bad is this cancer thing, so didnt bother it much..) then my mum juz said nevermind n hung up the phone.. till now i still remember the dissapointed tone in her voice when she said nevermind.. after a few days, when i woke up to go to sch, i saw my grandma crying... then she told me daddy is gone... at the age of 10, i really didnt know wat meant "gone"... i couldnt believe it... i so regret dat i didnt go to singapore to c him... till now, i still think of daddy in my bed at night always... at father's day every year, i get so jealous to c ppl going out with their dad to celebrate...aihya..i cant write anymore...im already crying... and..eemun, i envy u very much...
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Post by agentpink on Nov 3, 2005 12:15:44 GMT 8
when i was standard 3, my schoolbus uncle organized a langkawi trip for students and family, at that time, i think for whole family, cost roughly 300++ and i heard bout this from uncle and i begged my parents to bring me to langkawi, my dad said no money that time (300 was quite a big value that time) i cried and begged and mad at my dad ... said him not sayang me enough etc ... and my dad has got no choice but to bring the whole family there ... even though this is just a simple story, but i seriously feel like telling my dad "sorry" i was having so nuisance and bad ... sorry~ but din manage to tell him sorry till now cause very embarassing ... but i love him ... he is the greatest man in the world ... he supported my decisions all this while and he trusted my ability, he never questioned what am i up to, and provided me the best education ... thanks a lot ... and i knew u re the one who kiss me every morning when i am still sleeping ... i just pretend that i dunno ... but thanks pa~ childhood regrets...im not aunty or uncle yet, im juz 17, but there is sth i really regret... when i was 10, my daddy had cancer...n he went to a hospital in singapore...accompanied by my mum.. then 1 day, mummy phone bac n tell me n my brother to come to singapore becoz daddy wants to c us... n i said i dun want to becoz im having this test at school... (dat time my father's cancer was becoming really serious, but i didnt actually know how bad is this cancer thing, so didnt bother it much..) then my mum juz said nevermind n hung up the phone.. till now i still remember the dissapointed tone in her voice when she said nevermind.. after a few days, when i woke up to go to sch, i saw my grandma crying... then she told me daddy is gone... at the age of 10, i really didnt know wat meant "gone"... i couldnt believe it... i so regret dat i didnt go to singapore to c him... till now, i still think of daddy in my bed at night always... at father's day every year, i get so jealous to c ppl going out with their dad to celebrate...aihya..i cant write anymore...im already crying... and..eemun, i envy u very much... well...dun b sad maxine..i'm sure ur dad is up there wif God,looking at how well you've grown up...he'll b so proud of u...study hard for him ok??
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Post by Maxine on Nov 3, 2005 12:24:33 GMT 8
oh, thanx agentpink for reading my story... i will study hard...
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Post by idolhunter on Nov 4, 2005 21:29:54 GMT 8
when i was standard 3, my schoolbus uncle organized a langkawi trip for students and family, at that time, i think for whole family, cost roughly 300++ and i heard bout this from uncle and i begged my parents to bring me to langkawi, my dad said no money that time (300 was quite a big value that time) i cried and begged and mad at my dad ... said him not sayang me enough etc ... and my dad has got no choice but to bring the whole family there ... even though this is just a simple story, but i seriously feel like telling my dad "sorry" i was having so nuisance and bad ... sorry~ but din manage to tell him sorry till now cause very embarassing ... but i love him ... he is the greatest man in the world ... he supported my decisions all this while and he trusted my ability, he never questioned what am i up to, and provided me the best education ... thanks a lot ... and i knew u re the one who kiss me every morning when i am still sleeping ... i just pretend that i dunno ... but thanks pa~ childhood regrets...im not aunty or uncle yet, im juz 17, but there is sth i really regret... when i was 10, my daddy had cancer...n he went to a hospital in singapore...accompanied by my mum.. then 1 day, mummy phone bac n tell me n my brother to come to singapore becoz daddy wants to c us... n i said i dun want to becoz im having this test at school... (dat time my father's cancer was becoming really serious, but i didnt actually know how bad is this cancer thing, so didnt bother it much..) then my mum juz said nevermind n hung up the phone.. till now i still remember the dissapointed tone in her voice when she said nevermind.. after a few days, when i woke up to go to sch, i saw my grandma crying... then she told me daddy is gone... at the age of 10, i really didnt know wat meant "gone"... i couldnt believe it... i so regret dat i didnt go to singapore to c him... till now, i still think of daddy in my bed at night always... at father's day every year, i get so jealous to c ppl going out with their dad to celebrate...aihya..i cant write anymore...im already crying... and..eemun, i envy u very much... AT 10, I think u r still too young to understand what that really means.. and I dont think ur mum or yr dad will hate u for that...well at least u now understands it... and I m sure u will be a stronger person in future... ..regrets are sometimes a blessing in disguise.. they make u a stronger person...
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Post by chilicandy on Nov 4, 2005 22:55:15 GMT 8
maxine..
hearing ur side of the story, i can feel the pain u had whenever u think of him... But whats happened, we cannot go back and change its course again.. so, we can only makes better of what we had now,,,'
all the best Maxine... enjoy more of ur time with ur present loves ones, ur mom, and ur siblings...
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Post by lilywhite on Nov 4, 2005 23:25:41 GMT 8
Hi, Maxine. Thanks for sharing ur story. When I read ur last sentence; you couldn’t continue writing because you were crying…. I am so sorry for u & I am all misty eyes. Sweetie, always remember that other than ur present love ones , you do have us too...... . We are one big happy family here.... I wish u a lot of happiness.
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Post by Maxine on Nov 5, 2005 11:45:51 GMT 8
thanx so much for reading my story... its hard keeping it to myself... feels better to say it out... yea, chilicandy, i will do as u say... love my mummy n siblings more... idolhunter..wat does "regrets are sometimes a blessing in disguise" mean?
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